Idyllic Realities:::Do Not Exist. 1st 2014 Installment…

Idyllic Realities:::Do Not Exist.  During our time in an event, our idea(s) change as to what we thing they shroud be or look like. Our mind(s) play tricks on us with each new waking day and even at the end of it. We feel or think that a path is the one that we should take; we get into it and we find that it is not out desired chose way. It might look good to us as if we were “window shopping” or going to try on some new outfit but when we put it on it does not feel right. Karma can also play a part of these endeavours as to our chosen paths. Try as we might, we just do not fit in the way we thought that we would and this feeling casts a shadow of doubt upon us in such a manner that we begin to rethink and second guess ourselves with each and every decision that we make. Is this what we should do or should we suffer through to make a better position for ourselves in the end. Does the mean justify the ends?  Only when we are in the thick of the event (mess) that we feel we are in do we have a fighting chance. Should we take another option or road to another event? Reality can split and the main event will recede back into the event horizon that is our ever  changing and magnifying mind that we have. Is what we see a true reality or a clouded vision from our minds? Do we want to change our path(s) due to fear? The fear of failure or the fear of success?? Either one and neither one is the correct answer or is it? Time is a tough task master to people like us, people who are afraid of winning and loosing all at the same time. We can fail and win all at the same time never knowing our true potential…